tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5022842338379158922.post5939702548088285145..comments2008-10-21T08:39:36.689-07:00Comments on it's your good friend seans online B-L-O-G-ing persona!: "FREEDOM" Big Sur Festival in the ForestSeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12914169864434894918noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5022842338379158922.post-2973277215414147792008-10-21T08:39:00.000-07:002008-10-21T08:39:00.000-07:00what a wonderful capturing of a feeling so rarely ...what a wonderful capturing of a feeling so rarely felt. You write very well, and should probably do it more often. <BR/>I should have liked to go, but then, how long have we known each other? 10 years? and theres nothing particularly free about being faced with a piece of your past. All the same, so much time has passed we could have, and most likely did, reinvent ourselves so many times we've become unrecognizable to each other. (theres a better word than unrecognizable but its escaping me, perhaps unknown or unpredictable?)... The last time we were kicking it for example, you were bobbing your bleached head to Blink182 (sorry to make that public, sort of, mainly in case you have any dirt on me) and these days Everett doesn't even know you when he's looking you in the face. So maybe expectations of how one another might conduct ourselves aren't there. I guess that I don't like to get silly dancing with onlookers who have years of preconceived notions of me was the point really. Not that all this hypothesizing and philosophizing does any good. This particular festival is over and here I am on another continent. I'm beginning to fear that such a complicated and ironical idea of coming to together to be free by more or less suspending the idea that certain things aren't decent in public, is uniquely American -or at the least not happening in Africa. Which means you'll just have to tell me when the next ones going on and then we'll pretend not to see each other the whole time.<BR/>And on a last note, generally if you make a reference or two to being lonely, without than painfully analyzing it, no one notices. And if you're given to theories of evolution, no you can't escape mate finding drives. People don't give up sex when faced with something as uncute as AID's, why would something (occasionally/eventually) cute like a baby make them stop? Population control ought to just be another word for birth control. And ought might not be a word at all. <BR/>stephaniestephaniehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09147654097113987120noreply@blogger.com